The past two nights I've gotten 12 hours of sleep, and 9 hours of sleep. The unfortunate part of this is that I've been waking up at 7:45 and then forcing myself to sleep longer just because I know the day doesn't have to begin yet. This morning I have: Picked up my room, eaten breakfast, unloaded the dishwasher, done put away the dishes in the drying rack, read two chapters in my History of Rock book, made asparagus, gone to Wawa, and it is still, despairingly, only 1:35. I'm at a loss of what to do next.
Matt was up for almost two weeks, and while there were some rough spots and a lack of sleep, I at least had something (or someone) to fill my day with things to do. Now that he's not around, I have less to do at night, go to bed earlier, and therefore wake up earlier. I'm ahead on my work right now, it's insane. I'm cracking on things that aren't due until Thursday. It's driving me mad.
All I want right now is to curl up in bed and take a nap, but at this point there isn't quite enough time. I think I'll do it anyway.
It does make me realize just how dependent I am on him for entertainment though. And how good I've gotten and juggling what I need to do and how quickly I can get it done. I do miss the snuggles though...
Monday, April 27, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Likes and Dislikes
I've been thinking about this post for a while, but I haven't gotten around to writing it. (Excuse time!) Between being sick, having my computer die, being in and out of connection areas, and school finally getting rolling, I haven't had much time to really think about this site. Anyway, here are a couple of things I like, or don't.
Like: Playing with puppies, even if I'm highly allergic.
Dislike: The fact that wet dog is both a potent and lingering scent.
Like: Rolling over and finding the cool/warm spot on the bed, depending on if it's summer or winter
Like: Waking up without an alarm
Dislike: Waking up at like 6 am and not being able to fall back asleep. Especially if I don't have to be anywhere until noon.
Like: Waking up next to someone I love
Like: Snuggling, cuddling, hugging, any form of physical affection
Like: Being able to hold a conversation based entirely on noise, not words.
Dislike: Missing someone so much it physically hurts.
Dislike: People who claim to have changed and haven't.
Like: Pictures of anything that can make me smile
Dislike: Developer ruins clothing
Like: Flowers for no reason, small things that make others smile
Dislike: Being disappointed
Dislike: Having to make responsible decisions despite what I really want
Like: The smell after it rains, thunderstorms
Dislike: When plans suddenly get changed
Like: The smell of almost anything baking
Dislike: When nothing fits the way it should
Dislike: When things don't work the way they should
Like: Big families
Dislike: Staying way too long at family events
Like: Feeling smart, getting answers right, feeling accomplished
Dislike: Being talked down to
Dislike: Rude e-mails or managers
Like: The way Matt's hair sticks up in the morning
Dislike: The way MY hair sticks up in the morning
Like: Soulmates
Like: Getting mail
Like: The smell of bonfires or wood burning
Like: People who can calm me down
Dislike: No one being there when I need someone
Dislike: Crying for no reason
Dislike: Waking up angry
I could really go on for pretty much forever, but I guess I should go and get on with my day. I've already decided to skip my first class, but the rest of the day is just work. I hate when I wake up and just don't want to do anything. Off to it.
Like: Playing with puppies, even if I'm highly allergic.
Dislike: The fact that wet dog is both a potent and lingering scent.
Like: Rolling over and finding the cool/warm spot on the bed, depending on if it's summer or winter
Like: Waking up without an alarm
Dislike: Waking up at like 6 am and not being able to fall back asleep. Especially if I don't have to be anywhere until noon.
Like: Waking up next to someone I love
Like: Snuggling, cuddling, hugging, any form of physical affection
Like: Being able to hold a conversation based entirely on noise, not words.
Dislike: Missing someone so much it physically hurts.
Dislike: People who claim to have changed and haven't.
Like: Pictures of anything that can make me smile
Dislike: Developer ruins clothing
Like: Flowers for no reason, small things that make others smile
Dislike: Being disappointed
Dislike: Having to make responsible decisions despite what I really want
Like: The smell after it rains, thunderstorms
Dislike: When plans suddenly get changed
Like: The smell of almost anything baking
Dislike: When nothing fits the way it should
Dislike: When things don't work the way they should
Like: Big families
Dislike: Staying way too long at family events
Like: Feeling smart, getting answers right, feeling accomplished
Dislike: Being talked down to
Dislike: Rude e-mails or managers
Like: The way Matt's hair sticks up in the morning
Dislike: The way MY hair sticks up in the morning
Like: Soulmates
Like: Getting mail
Like: The smell of bonfires or wood burning
Like: People who can calm me down
Dislike: No one being there when I need someone
Dislike: Crying for no reason
Dislike: Waking up angry
I could really go on for pretty much forever, but I guess I should go and get on with my day. I've already decided to skip my first class, but the rest of the day is just work. I hate when I wake up and just don't want to do anything. Off to it.
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